Saturday, December 11, 2010
hey blog! (: im home from camp and it is really tiring for me... yawns! I feeling so sleepy while typing this blog entry... soon I'm heading out to have dinner with mama and someone! (: anyways I guess everything is going well for my high key events for the army camp but cleaning the wife of mine is giving me problem... I hope this coming week there will be cleaning period for me and I will ask my friends for help... I'm so worried that I may be confined over the weekend to finish up and hope that it does not happen. I have 4 weeks to POP and hope that I can do well in everything that I'm gonna go through this coming 4 weeks... (: JIAYOU BEN! (: I realized that my friendship between me and the church people are going down... it feels so sian! :( I hope that things will go better after posted to unit... (: anyways I'm down with slight flu... GOSH! save me! anyway I hope that things will be okay... (: JIAYOU BEN! (: I will stop here for now... ciaoz~
Sunday, November 21, 2010
hey bloggie! =D im back to update abit? =D anyways time flies! it seems really slow in camp and I gotta admit that... hahas! (: im 7 weeks away from POP! I hope I can do well for my upcoming field camp and I wanna do my best! 1 week away from field camp. If I can pass the field camp, equals to I can POP safely! (: I hope that it will be a week that make me stronger mentally. I guess I am kind of worried but hope that things will be alright for me. =D Recently, been going out with both alicia and joan (: I guess I got closer with them and I know I kind of went crazy in front of them... I enjoyed every moment with them and its fun to be with them... (: I guess yesterday we head to the MRT track that have the flea market every 2 weeks? YouthReach rent a store to get donations for their trip to Indonesia to build for the homeless families for 9 years (: I hope it will be a trip for the youths to learn good values and remembering we are so fortunate in Singapore (: I hope this youths will grow up to be great confident youths! =D hees! (: I guess I got nothing much to say but spent quite abit of time with the 2 girls. I hope that things will be going well for me this coming weeks! (: JIAYOU BEN! I will be heading to church soon! (: LALAs! =D anyways I will update more if got time okay?
Sunday, November 7, 2010
hey bloggie! =D today is already sunday... gosh time flies huh! :( I guess I'm booking in today and gonna start the bmt phase already. I personally dont really know it is gonna be like but heard that it is very mentally work. I hope I can do it and I will just try my best! (: Actually this coming tues I got IPPT, I really do not know I can even pass but just try luhhs... jiayou ben! (:
anyway today I went back to church service again... (: I guess I missed almost 3 weeks of services already but today was an awesome time praising and worshipping Him. I have never lift my hands and really close my eyes to sing for such a long time. I just could experience Him just now (: I guess it feels good and perhaps thats a step for me to go closer with God? I guess I also need to spend some time reading His word even in camp. I gotta try! I bring in the book for what then if I don't isnt it? I hope that this week I will at least pick up the bible and read, allowing God to speak to me through this week. (: AHH! I really like that experience this morning. I just know that it is good to be back to worship Him (: I hope next week will be even better...
Saturday, November 6, 2010
hey bloggie... good morning! I guess I slept at least 8 hours today?? (: yesterday night was solving the issue btw me and iris... haish so many shit happens you know? I'm so tired of talking to her because I just find her attitude stinks to me somehow? maybe my attitude stinks now too towards her. I guess I hafta say I really do not know what to do anymore... sick and tired! aiyas dont want to talk about her anymore... yawns! (:
anyways today is already saturday... my gosh! freaking time flies! RAH! I wish the weekends feel longer than the weekdays in camp. training is gonna get tougher ahead of me for sure! I do not know how it is gonna be like but I heard really alot of chiong-ing and blahs! RAH! lol (: anyway I gotta keep my mental strong and really do my best! (: I wanna pass the another 2 that can help me get to POP! (: I will do my best and not give up! (: ROCK ON ben! (:
For now I got nothing much to update already (: cya blog!
Friday, November 5, 2010
hey hey! I'm home from outing with the sec2s from YR... I had fun watching movies with them and I guess talking to them bahs. I guess I gotta say I really suan almost all of them but hope they dont really mind.... I love my youths alot! (: I hope they will grow up to be a better person also (: NICE MOVIE anyway! I watched megamind... it was funny and awesome! (: Thanks Alicia, Joan, Tessa, Felicia, Mark, Affan, Hasya and Derrick for watching together and spending time with me together... of cos not to forget Sharifah! (: I'm so glad to meet everyone of them and I wish you all the best for your sec3 life (: ROCK ON! (: I got nothing much to say now... ciaoz
Sunday, October 31, 2010
hey bloggie! (: I haven't update for a while and I already finished 2 months of my PTP phase... time flies huh? I guess it has been tough but I have been improving in some of my IPPT (: I guess I gotta work harder and I believe I can make it... There are ups and downs in army but I just gotta learn to manage it under my own hands bahs (: I guess I gotta say I'm getting further from God but I just need strength from Him to carry on, and of course to not let go of Him (: I do not know anyone will still read my blog but I hope that someone out there will read this and keep me in prayers! (: I know a God exist... if no God, no me! (: I pray that I will just do my best in army and He will be with me (: I guess nothing much to say le... I know this is Internet and I can't really publish what I feel in my army period... (: perhaps I should start a diary? (: I hate writing alot but I guess it will help me express my thoughts then! (: I shall stop here and prepare to head off to camp... ciaoz!
Monday, August 2, 2010
Hi bloggie! =D I'm here to update... I guess my free days are gonna be shorten soon because army is coming. WOOHOO! I'm feeling hyper and happy now. yawns! I just got back from Youth Olympics Village Rehearsal. It was supposed to end at 2pm but ended at 12pm. I guess after that me and Tama & friends, had supper together and it is really nice nice malay food! YUMMY! (: I really love it but it was spicy for me though. I guess through the food session, I also get alot of advises from professional musicians that travels around the world but personal life and also how to handle people around you... awesome musicians! (: other than the fact they are not christians la... we also talk about religion and yeahs... (: It was damn fun to just seat in the car with Tama and friends laughing and joking together. It is the best moment for myself as it helps me to relax myself from all the stress (: thanks to all! I guess we had a great time of practice. it was fun fun fun! no stress for me... (: awesome time I had! I guess it was all about fun and not just playing music. Music with no fun is damn boring but with fun is freaking awesome! Tama and friends told me that fun is required and feel! =D I guess I got so much to learn and experience in my own life journey. (: thanks once again! That was my day at YOV! (: I guess before that all my day was just sleeping and resting! =D thanks to all who care about me when I'm sick! (: I love you all!One more thing... i love u baby! =D good nights
